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So, today was the first day of school. And i felt- no still feel- like shit. Isaac Newton's birthday. How ironic, i feel like i fell face first on the ground. My hair was a disaster, to me that is. I look like a boy, a ball and it's puffier and untameable beyond reason. I feel like screwing the school rules upside down. -_- I'm feeling so indecisive and so discouraged now. Pure science or sub science? Pure science or sub science.

Ugh.

And now the government or whoever's in charge of this system, is saying that we can take a maximum of 12 subjects now instead of the 10 they limited and troubled us with. What are they? Pms? I had everything planned out but thanks to money, that system and the school i just feel so lost now.
What the #$%& am i going to do. Everyone's probably in their respective classes and loving it right now. I might like my own class but i'm so afraid every minute today that i'm in the wrong one.

How are we supposed to know what's the right road to take when we can't even see.

I feel so useless, beyond words. Not just because of this whole idon'tknowwhattochoosewhatifimadethewrongdecisionwhatamigoingtodo thing. I have other problems. And it's not some bimbotic problem like my nails are too short. My hair PHAIL already covered that area of bimbotic worries.

I fell asleep on the sofa this afternoon downstairs and that was probably one of the highlights and unhighlights of my day. I felt relieved and yet i feel so unaccomplished and as though i wasted my time yet again.
Sorry to whoever's messages i didn't reply or whoever's calls i didn't pick up in my handphone. I fell asleep and my phone was upstairs + i have no credit to reply.

Now i'm going to go tame my hair (which is close to non existance) and ponder/think my brains out about what i'm going to do now. Screw you, money.

A new starty farty

I need to stop hanging out with Joey so much LOL. I'm starting to sound like her, I NEED SERIOUS HELP FOR THIS ):
I can't get "I See You" by Leona Lewis out of my head, or more likely i can't get Avatar out of my head.

CGs at church now are different. We're split up according to our geographical area. And i so far have Chloe, Kaylee and Gloria in the same CG as i am in. 8D I'm just glad i'm living in BBSP now.
So, tmrw's the first day of school. And i've got THIS HAIRSTYLE T^T

I still love my hairstylist but damn i look like a boy. I'm really hoping by some divine intervention that i'll at least look DECENT tomorrow.
Tomorrow will be great. Tomorrow will be great. Tomorrow will be great. (sigh of relief after repeating them over and over again)

Good luck to everyone :) :)!

I see you

Post title : Not meant for a creepy effect, it's a pretty important and emotional phrase in Avatar.

YESH. I HAVE WATCHED IT. AND I DON'T REGRET IT. Though i wouldn't know who would regret it ): I don't know about you but 3-D was okok to me only.
But it did enhance the watching experience. The plants and the Na'vi people were beautiful. And i fell in love with Pandora.

To tell you the truth, i really detested humans (the bad ones at least) when i was watching the movie. Somehow eventhough the evilness depicted is scaled up 10 times more, i don't think that what they did in the movie is any different to what we're doing to our own home now.
All the killing and destroying and the hating. So Avatar wasn't just a feel good movie for me. It did somehow make me think.

Not that i don't use my brains on a daily occasion, i just meant.. you know... Yuup.

I love Trudy and her spunky attitude. My favourite human! In the movie that is. And i prefer Sam Worthington or his character, Jake Sully in his Na'vi form compared to his human form. He looks so much cuter 8D.

Or maybe that's just because he has a girlfriend that's a Na'vi.

But nevertheless, ONE WORD. SO AWESOME. Okay, two words.. NO three words: SO EPICALLY AWESOME.
I really recommend you to go watch it. It's about 2 and a half hours long but it's so good, you can barely (i said barely) feel the long hours. If you don't, i won't friend you anymore.

Yes, i'm resorting to kindergarten phrases to threaten you. I mean business.

Beautiful theme song also, by the way.

I See You : Leona Lewis

EDIT : Picture post + Christmas post + Outing post here