HILLSONG !

omg omg omg hillsong is coming !!!
*screams and squels and bangs hand on the computer table*
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

WHEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!

the link is

http://sembah.blogspot.com/2008/03/hillsong-united-concert-in-malaysia-may.html

hehe hehe hehe hehe AHHHHHHHH !!!
*___*

We've got some really Exciting NEWS!!

We've just got info that Hillsong United (Joel Houston & Team)

will be making their way to Petaling Jaya ... in MALAYSIA! :) WOO HOOO!!!

Youth Alive Malaysia will be organizing this event

Hillsong Worship Night

28 May 2008

at Glad Tidings Petaling Jaya

Block your dates and once we get more info

We'll blog about it ! :)

Tickets will be on sale ... more details soon!! :)

i can't wait!!!! WOOO HOOO!!!

from the link i put up there :D

THANK YOU QIERN FOR INFORMING ME

:DD

suwen

hari anugerah cemerlang

woke up...reached school
saw marianne
waited for her
and yea that explains the pic (:


i din realize how bright it was O_O


got our seats :) as you can see xD
the three wira perempuans
ah cheh ! HAHAHAHA jk jk


don't ask what i was doing with my tie...=.=
we were still waiting and waiting and waiting
but first we went to register
and we grabbed more of the programme sheets :D



the theme is RED !
=.= marianne said my mom was even dressed for the event
since her shirt was dark-ish red/dark-ish maroon
O_O and zhen meng's nose is cracking !
my face's skin tone is DIFFERENT !
marianne's face i dang DRY
so we were like
"OMG HOW LAR WEI !!! OMG WE SOMEMORE HAVE TO GO UP THE STAGE LERRR !!!!T____T"
and char lie has officially became a malay *rolls on the floor laughing and hitting the floor*
so we just sat....and sat...and sat...and waited.....=.=




our einsteinnette of the year : LOK YEN LING !! xD





marianne chong the multitalented scaryglares girl ~
=____= kidding....


thank god my face isnt showing xD



urm........o.0?
oh and there was this one part AHAHAHA
i think it's this one
where farn yeong went up to take his prize since he had to ganti someone
and we ALMOST laughed maniacally
AHAHAHAHA and more wakils went up and we kept making jokes..
not bad ones lar !
then the teacher with the LOUDEST APPLAUSE IS...
EN GANI !!! AHAHAHAHAHA
xDDD


us trying to get marianne to face the camera :D

after everything we went to the dewan bacaan
and they kept stuffing the food to us
kept giving it sry
and they gave the whole box to the asrama girls O_O
i pity them ...=.=

and yen wing went loco
he kept dancing while singing even with cik lim there !
i just kept staring...and said "farn ye...your friend lar..."
then he said "O_O we dunno him one righttt we dunno him one righttt???"
"ahh ya lar ya lar*quickly walks off*"

HAHAHA and then me and kok fei followed them to the asrama to see them suffer by moving the furniture
and they were playing with the wheelbarrows
and yen wing was sitting in one while kah deng was pushing
and i wanted to try so yen wing pushed me
we went to the exit alll the way to the entrance alll the way to almost the pondok pengawas there O_O
and then he stopped the barrow and let it go since he thought i could balance myself
and i ended up falling and i hit my wrist !
wtf....! but it was fun :D
i kept laughing/screaming on the way back xDDD

then we went out to eat
came back and yea that's it
OH OH and ying's church had a bbq so yea me and char lie went
it's kinda nice there :DD
but we were in a rush
and i was changing right
after i put on my shirt
char lie came in
then i was like

"*looks left looks right* when did you...how did you...wait..huh?"

and she explained bla bla bla XD
the barbeque part was nice
oh and we played this police and thief game
omg the guy jonathan ran over the biigggg benches O_O
and eugene tackled a guy just to get over him XD
and yes eugene and adam and andrew from smkss was there

to the part where we were eating it was niceee ~_~
this guy bryan kept saying "yorkshire terrier,yorkshire terrier" to me
oh eff him...=.= cos we were talking about dogs and i mentioned it and he kept boasting and rubbing it in my face that his sis got one
AND HIS SIS IS IN AUS !
T____________T i wanted her to sell it to me....
heyy a girl can dream right :D
so yar talked and talked and talked
i hated my chicken
it was burnt ! T___T

then i sleptover at my grandma's house since i'm not going to church the next day
and i was watching "D.I.E" almost the whole morning
:DDD ate mcdonalds and yea... that's it i guess (:
i love it there HAHAHAAHA

suwen

The Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how they relate to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.

1) How are you feeling today?
-big girls dont cry-fergie ft sean kingston

**O_O ok..well..errrrrr**

''[Sean Kingston:]
La Da De Da
Ring ring who that calling
That's my baby girl on the phone (girl on the phone)
She said she needs some space
She wanna leavening me alone (leave me alone)
But I'm aint tripin' cause she said I'm aint in the wrong
That just the way life goes
Here me now that big girls don't cry
But please make me explain (make me explain)
Let's sit down, work things out
Before you go on your way, (go on your way)
See I got a lot of things on my mind
And I know your feeling the same
'Cause the situation is out of control
Yay

[Chorus: Fergie]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you

[Chorus: Sean Kingston]
I'm feeling blue let's work this out
'Cause I don't know what to do

[Chorus: Fergie]
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life

[Chorus: Sean Kingston]
That's just the way it has to go

[Chorus: Fergie]
Big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry''

2) Will you get far in life?
-dirty little secret-all american rejects

** hahaha yuuup a DIRTY LITTLE SECRET ! -_- but seriously....wtf..**

3) What's your best friend's theme song?
-one in a million-miley cyrus

**O_O o...k...let's go with that...........well they sorta are ~ :) who says i cant have more than 1 best friend xD **

''How did I get here?
I turned around and there you were
I didn't think twice
Or rationalize
cause somehow I knew
That there was more than just chemistry
I mean I knew you were kinda of in to me
But I figured it's too good to be true

I said pinch me
Where's the catch this time
Can't find a single cloud in the sky
Help me before I get used to this guy (O_O)

[Chorus:]
They say that good things take time
But really great things happen
in a blink of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody like you
were a million to one
I cannot believe it (o woah)
You're one in a million
All this time I was looking for love
Trying to make things work
They weren't good enough tillI thought I'm through
Said I'm done
and stumbled into the arms of the one''

4) What is the story of your life?
-looking through your eyes-leann rimes

**WTF!? my life doesnt revolve around staring at someone's EYES mind you....=___=**

''Here in the night
I see the sun
Here in the dark
Our two hearts are one
It's out of our hands
We can't stop what we have begun
And love just took me by surprise
Looking through your eyes'' ( WTF !)

5) What was is high school like?
-nobody's home-avril lavigne

**errrr.............dot dot dot ._.**

6) How can you get ahead with life?
-i can't wait-hilary duff

**i can't wait...?ehehehe.....=_=**

7) Whats the best thing about your friends?
-my happy ending-avril lavigne

**OMG i'll end up married to them!?!?!? XD =___= my happy ending :)**

8) Describe your grandparents.
-let's dance-miley cyrus

**O___O!!!!!!! er....ah..um..nvm...**

9) How's your life going?
-five minutes to midnight-boys like girls

** no connection whatsoever**

''Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough
Shakin' me up
Turn it up
Alright, at five minutes to midnight
You see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop and come alive''

see told you...no connection...O_O unless i'm gonna have a wild party life...xD

10) What will be played at my funeral?
-learning to fall-boys like girls

**which would be weird since i already fell seeing that i'm dead :D AHAHAHA**

''I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me''

=____=

11) Will you have a happy life?
-when you believe-mariah carey & whitney houston

**somewhat yea...o.o**

''Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe''

12) What do your friends really think of you?
-gno(girls night out)-miley cyrus

**what you're trying to say is....that when they see me they see shopping,a day at the spa and a sleepover?!O_O niceeee.......**

13) Do people secretly lust after you?
-i still believe-hayden panettiere

** WTF ! NO LAR OMG !** =___=

14) How can you make yourself happy?
-fall to pieces-avril lavigne

**this is just plain stupid.....xD**

15) What should you do with your life?
-ever ever after-carrie underwood

**......so i should go around looking for my happy ending....o.0!? chi ma kan...=.= xD**

16) Will you ever have children?
-never had a dream come true-s club 7

** f.y.i i am not looking forward to it O_O**

17) What song would you strip to?
-nobody's perfect-miley cyrus

**who's the effkin idiot who made this...?!>:\**

18) What does your mum think of you?
-fall in this place-planetshakers

**whoaaa wait...what...?!O_O..o.0**

19) What is your deep dark secret?
-sticks and stones-aly and aj

**urm...i'll let you be the judge...**

''Sticks and stones won't break my soul
Get out of the way, I'm invincible
Throw them down
'Cause the one you want's not around
Not around
It's not your place
Honestly''

20) What is your enemy's theme song?
-everywhere-michelle branch

**fuck you..i LIKE that song ! T_T **

''Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're never there
But when I sleep you're everywhere
You're everywhere

Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look you're never there
And every time I sleep you're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know that makes me believe I'm not alone
I'm not alone'' **makes me sound like i'm in love with him/her...=.=**

21) What's your personality like?
-chemicals react-aly and aj

**o____O ok this is just......**

''you make me feel out of my element
like i'm walkin' on broken glass
like my worlds spinnin' in slow motion
and you're movin' too fast

(chorus)
were you right, was i wrong
were you weak, was i strong, yeah
both of us broken
caught in the moment
we lived and we loved
and we hurt and we joked, yeah
but the planets all aligned
when you looked into my eyes
and just like that
the chemicals react
the chemicals react''

22) What will be played at your wedding?
-when i'm gone-simple plan

**OF ALL SONGS WTF LAR !**

i tag....
1.ying
2.yvonne
3.sheila
4.xue lin
5.ern

it's 4 days and we were still standing :)

Tuesday (25/3/08)
we couldnt stand it
it was friggin hot
and they had these bloody workshops !
we have to go to the stupid checkpoints
as in walking from here to there to here to there
@_________________@
and the food we were eating were prepared by the seniors
and so till the aprt about the ambulance i couldnt take it edi'
i was half asleep under the hot sun O_O
after that we(marianne and i) rested under the shade
since we were in the same pbs (Persatuan Bantuan Sukarela)
and my mom called and bla bla bla
then we went back to our perkampungan
then came back
then endured more
and then there was the komunikasi part
URGH ! it was raining
and we made a bet to see who would become the wettest out of us :D
and the one that's the most dry out of us ahs to get the clothes and dry the clothes for the wet ones
=___=
in the end we were all dry since they wouldnt let us out in the rain
boooo hoo !
we were stuck at the pendaftaran site since it was the only place where there's a ceiling
+_+ and they droned on and on and on about the walkie talkies
OH FUCK THEM !
after the rain me and marianne were playing around outside
stepping on the wet mud making a "beach sorta shape"
=__= yes...we were THAT bored !
we kept talking and talking HAHAHAHA
and after that...we ate at night and yar...that was..ok lar..
i din eat though
i think.....my memory about it's kinda foggy..
hmmmmm and...
oh malam kebudayaan
was fucky
@___@ cos we had to sit on the floor
and we had to use like...plastic bags and disposable raincoats as alas
=___= marianne was so zombie like !!!

the story is....
she was asleep on karen's lap right...so karen had to go look for fong yik..and then we were waking marianne up and she din even stir..so we gave up lar..and then
suddenly....
SHE WOKE UP ! so ok lar...then i ganti-ed karen lor..and i was like "nah...u sleep on me lar..=.=" and nudged her lar and she *plop* fell on my lap ! and my legs were aching O_O
so i had to lean on kye chin and kye chin was leaning on zhen meng and shye wei was also leaning on zhen meng
**note : we were damn tired ok?**
char lie went with karen
then after they came back kye chin leaned on char lie..=.=

after that we went back and changed and got into the tent
char lie had a stomach and she wanted to sleep
** note : WANTED TO**
but me marianne and shye wei
kept blabbing and blabbing :D
AHAHAHAHA so she couldnt sleep lar
she also tried putting her bag to seperate us from her but
cannot...AHAHAHAHA and she said..
"FINE ! u ppl wanna talk right?i talk also untill u all cannot sleep !"
so we talked and talked lar
and at one point...all three of us fell asleep!
and according to char lie she was talking to us and no one answered..
AHAHAHA so practically she was talking to herself
sad case.....XD

Wednesday(26/3/08)
char lie told us that she ended up talking to herself and we burst out laughing !
XDDD it's the last day ~it's the last day~(well somewhat...)
ate breakfast......sorta..
=.=
was fried under the sun again
then later on..........there was this whole thingy
we had to act out an emergency
@____@ me marianne and char lie ended up in the same team
oh ! we met this girl and she was from selangor
she is sooo nice ! and then
we had to go into our duties
ours was the kitchen duty...
damn.fucking.boring.man..
then after that we ate the cup mee for lunch well...sorta
OMG AND YVONNE CAME !!!!
YOU HEARD ME !!!

YVONNE FREAKING CAME TO VISIT US :DD

it was definitely NOT a dream !
we have a picture to PROVE IT !
and then after that we showed her the WHOLE campsite
then she had to go home edi
mother eff those malay guys in the selangor kontijen kept making fun of our kontinjen's war cry..
dun ask...=__=
so we were like BOOO !! to them !
GOO AWAY !!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
the last night of camp wasnt....that nice...
yvonne came at night though
and me karen and char lie went to charge my phone,karen's phone and karen's friend's phone
it was freakking long XD
cos we only had one charger
we were so afraid someone might come and drag us back
O_O the horror ! XD
we missed the other coutries's performances though....BOO HOO !
germany's one was nice
~it's not about you~it's not about me~
together for huma~nity~
HAHA or was it the philippines...ah heck lar...=.=
so then after that
we went back to our perkampungan
then we played "hello jack" and "shithead"
card games lar...=.=
haha the seniors kept saying "waliao u ppl no need to sleep on horr....=.="
and later on me and char lie went back to sleep
but first we had to pack up our stuff first
cos it was dang messy
so then we slept soundly

Thursday(26/3/08)
FINALLY !!! THE LAST DAY !!!
they claimed they kept waking me up but i didnt....O_O
i unconciously said i din wanna wake up OMG HAHA
hmmmm what else...oh we had to wear our full uniform
but i air-ed mine out at night
so when i wore it it was dang cold !
we got to know the aminuddin girls and the v.i. guys HAHAX
then we kawad-ted
omg...damn...freaking..hot...AGAIN
we had to stand for so dang long
fuck the mother fucker man he kept talking and tlaking
JUST TO TUTUPKAN THE PLACE
talking about the stupid dunno what history....=.=
then we were playing around there lar and char lie was joking that she wanted to faint
so the v.i. guys purposely go call the paramedic ppl to come AHAHAHA
oh and yesterday i fell down the small cliff,....O_O
then after that we passed around the bottles of water to drink
i kept spilling it cos u cant let ur mouth touch it...
=_____________= and char lie kept saying
"i want to pee"
MY TRADEMARK WORDS !!!=.=
and the guys heard it
so then one of them wanted to drink the water char lie was holding
and i said
"ei u better be careful....after she go pee inside of it...GOOD LUCK !:)"
he stoned...
AHAHAHAHAH then we wnet back packed and waited for the bus then went home
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

WHEEEEEEEEEEEE !!! JOY TO THE WORLD ! WE FINALLY CAME BACK !

farn yeong they all kept ejek-ing us...@.@
we missed our friends SO MUCH!
we squeled and hugged each other when we saw each other
OMG TOUCHING MOMENTS ~
everyone kept saying we turned black..
wtf...that's what they NOTICED ! they din even noticed we were tired
and jun lim kept saying
"hahaha now u know what's home lar right???learn how to appreciate right???*brow up and down,up and down*"
we were like wat the heck lar at least we're HOME !
we have NEVER loved saujana THIS MUCH !
~.~ whheeeee then me marianne and shye wei went back to my house
just talked and sat around
ate cup mees
and my grandma forced us to drink the coconut thingy...@.@
then they went home and yea...that's all i guess...

yours truly,

suwen

gonna blog bout the camp
in the next posts :D
stay tuned to the corner of whatever for
"the latest updates"
AHAHAHAHA

yours truly :),
suwen

was it hell?was it heaven? i wont have an answer for that :)

it was...half good half bad
XD manglish !

ppl who went :-

• me
• marianne
• char lie
• shye wei
• kye chin
• karen
• fong yik
• sabah lou
• zhen meng
• yasmeen
• syahirah
• and another 3 malay girls who idk their name...(SORRY !)

well it does feel nice being in this programme
i mean it's..AN INTERNATIONAL THING !O_O
omg ppl from the phillipines,vietnam,germany,singapore,etc etc heck even bangladesh came !
sarawak came on the last day and took a flight just to get there
so dedicated =.= xDD
it was competitive
u ppl'll know why...

monday
ok so well...we reached...waited...registered..
and then set up the tent
it was friggin hot there ! T___T
we had to set up our own tent too
and we had help from some taman desa girls
they're nice ppl ! :)
and oh hahahahaha guess what
marianne's luggage was locked with the lock thingy
and she lost her key
O______________________O wtf right?!
and farn jie and his friend had to help to bust the lock
well they successfully managed it...somehow or rather...O_O
then we were just sitting around
eating the double deckers
and karen,kye chin and char lie were playing cho dai di..
whatever u spell it (:
it was stuffy..
imagine a 4-man-tent with...seven ppl in it !
@.@
oh and the nurul woman who's our fasilitator and soon-to-be-number #1 bitch.
had a taklimat
wtf in the hot sun
we had to kawad in the hot sun after that

O___O

then we went to get our lunch
omg the line was damn freaking long !
and then at first we couldnt find marianne,karen and fong yik
then they found us and we jumped queue ^^:;
and then we ate....and then...OH KAWAD !
omg damn damn damn HOT !!!
i almost fainted...marianne couldnt take it...yasmeen and shye wei the same also
so sabah lou told the bitch(the fucking fasilitator) that we are a little sick
so yea...we went back to our tent
it was still frying outside ! then after karen and sabah lou went
we just laid around...and then sabah lou had his allergies
so he came back also +____+
and then....it started to pour!
me,marianne and shye wei rushed into the tent
grabbed our slippers into the tent hurriedly !
and we were half way pigging out somemore !
so we ate inside
and called yvonne
and even called farn yeong
me and marianne kept singing "Learning To Fall" in the tent
AHAHAHAHA shye wei was our victim >:)
it was starting to leak
cos there were just a few holes
so out of the three
i had to go out in the rain and put the raincoat on
since the wimps din wanna go :DD
so then after it stopped we waited for char lie they all
they had to kawad under the rain
and believe me...that rain was anything but a light drizzle
omg their uniforms were all wet man !
so then after that dried off
had dinner
HAHAHA we were waiting at this bench which was near the place where they were supplying the food
so yea...you get what we're trying to do..
and then we made a "lesbo" and "i hate this programme" version of "Girlfriend" !!!!
AHAHAHAHAHAHA then when they had all the food ready
we rushed there
RAN THERE!
and we ate...in the tent
it was kinda dark
but we hung the torchlight at the top of the tent :) smart eh?:D
and then after that
they had this bloody ice breaking session
the fucking guy cant just state what he wants to say once
he has to say it twice/thrice
FUCK RIGHT?! and we have to sit on the WET GRASS !
i bloody felt like fucking slapping him man !
and then after that......i followed karen,char lie and kye chin to wash their hair
then bla bla bla went into the tent..
slept..
and yea..
next day

yours truly :),
suwen

the last minute idiot :D (saturday, 22/3/08)

ok so sports day was on that day
and yes it was postponed to today
so well i'm in farn yeong's group(fuck...==) for the paramedic thingy
along with yen ling and zhen meng
so now currently i'm being called a pig and a chicken
*fuck you farn yeong !*
ok thennnn he kept irritating me
so i kept kicking the mud onto his white pbsm shirt :D
MUAHAHAHAHAHA
yen ling : DAMN YOU !! T___T
*note : she has a le sportsac bag !!!! *_* *
and so....after that en halim asked us to wait so yea
and we got the news about the camp lor..
and so we had to wait again for him since he had the fucking meeting
and after the briefing and everything
me,marianne,yvonne and shye wei went out to eat
then yvonne fetched us home and we(marianne,shye wei and i) were discussing about what to bring
believe me...you do not want to know how long the list was O___O

after shye wei went home,me and marianne went to the store to get our stuff so we dun have to leave it till the last minute *SEEE SEEE >:)*
marianne's parents fetched us there
marianne and i could really pass of as sisters O_O
wtf right XD

AND we almost knocked down this bag of rice...=____=
and we were pushing and pushing it to go in
OMG it was so heavy.....
*p.s.i was not being horny ok!?*
and then we went to caring and elianto and then i went home

after my mom came home from my hometown we packed my stuff
had some last minute shopping to do :D
hahaha typical me ~~~ aihhh
and so the next day i woke up at 5.30am !
friggin 5.30am ! just to take my bath..=.=
and then came to school
and put my luggage
farn yeong and the others were like "O___O *speechless*..........u ppl go camping or vacationing one?!O_O"
"VACATIONING !!!!!*_* " (us)
hahahahahaha saw ying and ern hugged ying a lot !
halo i miss her lar ok? =)
and she got me this winnie the pooh plush toy
it's pooh dressed in a lion costume
*awwwwwwww ~.~*
i love it
and then we departed ~
camp'll be posted on the next post ~

yours truly :),
suwen

not gonna update for a while
cos we're goin to camp
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..................
URGH ! HELP !
WE HAVE TO COOK OUR OWN FOOD !!!
NOOOOOOOOOO
comin back on thursday then straight away go to the traffic latihan thing
T____T

suwen

change with me please !

i'm serious..
i dont wanna be in that group for the paramedic thing
i'm not needed
ppl dont want me there including my leader
i dont have what it takes to be a paramedic
so why bother..
i dont think i'll even come
like they said
i'll probably be the one who causes the patient their death
i'm just useless..
and none of you even needed to say that
i already know
i'm not asking for pity
i'm not asking you to go easy on me
but i'm just fucking fed up ok?
ppl take me for granted
treat me nicely when they need something
throw me away when they're done
i hate it !
ok?! i'm capable of feelings
even i have a heart ok?!
some of you might not even believe it
if you wanna treat me like shit i dont fucking care ok?!
just dont let me see your face anymore
why dont you understand that i dont like it??!
why cant you see?!
i hate every single one of it......
it's always my fault when anything happens
and no one bothers to come tell me that
they just scold.lecture.or just fucking gossip behind my back
i hate tuition
thanks to you ppl?!
cant you go ask teacher sometimes
i cant even study !
i cant even finish my work on time
and you want me to do all those worthless shit for you ppl
my book is practically on a display case for you ppl !
you dont even stop to think that i get irritated sometimes
i do all the work and you all get the credit?!
wat the hell is that?!
i'm not the teacher
i'm not a genius
i they only thing i do is that i pay attention and ask when i dun understand anything
that's something i'm better at than you guys
i dont mind helping
i dont mind letting you ppl copy my work
but can u pls give me my own space
it's always suwen this suwen that
i cant even listen to teacher explaining

I'M FUCKING FED UP OF YOU PPL !

just do your own homework
and jot down your own homework WILL YOU!?!??!
i always get so dizzy in tuition
4-6/7 voices buzzing in my head asking for questions
could you guys PLEASE STOP IT?!!?!
i dont wanna go on anymore
you might just think i'm being dramatic or just asking for sympathy
but please...you've never known me and u probably never will
i dont even think anyone would even care
so why should i?!
all you see is me smiling mindlessly
but have you ever wondered what's behind it?!?!!?
all you ppl care about is what i can GIVE you !
just fuck off please..
if i'm not good enough you complain
i mean what does THAT have anything to do with YOU?!
i just wanna give up
i'm not needed
i was never needed
i dont wanna go on like this anymore
you ppl are happy that i'm gone yet sad that you dont get anything from me anymore..
i can see it in your faces

suwen

to the mother fuckers

you two fuckers
just fuck off will you?!
cant you take down your own homework
"dont bullshit"
PLEASE LAR
give me some respect if u want me to give you the homework
and i am CAPABLE of making your lives a LIVING NIGHTMARE
so if u value your current mentality BACK OFF!
when i get over the top i can really scold you or better still abuse/hit/punch/kick you ****
REAL HARD
or better still i can just say a few words and get you mother fucking dick-less idiots in trouble and i dont even have to lift a finger
if u wanna know what that means..
then challenge my temper more..
i'll guarentee that u get what u fucking deserve
have some self-respect WILL YOU?!
making all those fucking noises in tuition
you think you're sooo coool
PUH-LEASE !
ppl look down on you !
you laugh at ppl
even when it's not me
i feel so pissed !
you're NOT GOOD ENOUGH
and you fucking put ppl down
well this is it !
if you're not gonna be nice
then say goodbye to your homework
yes...i will be evil
so ? you're WORST
and if that's called EVIL
then you dont know HALF OF WHAT YOU'RE GONNA FUCKING GET !
i'm gonna slowly torture you.
and if you continue this ohh ho ho
i'm gonna make you so scared that you're gonna pee in your pants
pls dont mistaken me as a heartless person like you ppl
you just hit over my temper
and that was.it.

FUCK OFF ! WILL YOU?!
LIFE WOULD BE SOO MUCH BETTER WITHOUT YOU FUCKERS THERE ! SO PLEASE DO US AND YOURSELF A FAVOUR AND
SHUT THE FUCK UP!!

mother fucking bloody worthless dick-less bastards

suwen

little.black.dress

no marianne...it's not little.black.book
=___=
HAHAHA just messin
oh andddd
the range is soo great XDD HAHAHA
2S students and my friends should know why~~~
>:)
oh and michelle borrowed char lie the book
"one night stand" *insert O_O here*
and pn khairul/chairul
was looking at michelle's "simply irresistable" book which she borrowed me
and luckily she din read the sypnosis
*bigg [whew]*
char lie had to hide hers under the desk
and whenever teacher passed by
she kept hiding it...=___=
AHAHAHAHA
and yeo yong fung saw the book so he and his other friends kept asking
"eiii eii char lie ! one night stand arr !"
that led to this temporary habit of him to keep asking ppl about one night stands...
curse char lie for bringin the book out in public..
but still she got her share of embarassment !
HAHAHAHA
just thought you ppl might want to know that >:)

suwen

to my DEAR friend marianne....*eyes twitching*..

..marianne : having the ability to do that ISNT amazing :D
HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!

and....my pocky died...T__T

**end of note**

suwen

marks ! O_O

i'm not lc-ing on purpose ok?!
yes i'm not
NOT
i'm not like some fucker who..
boasts about his/her subject marks when someone's feeling down
i bet if that someone didnt get upset the fucker would have boasted more
she probably din want to get scolded and get her face bashed up by us >:D
and yes...when someone hurts our friend badly you bet we'd do something
ok to tell the truth
i'm somewhat...okay with my subjects
cos..well i somewhat got good marks :)
i.am.not.boasting.

like i said
this is my blog so yea...you get the idea
let me have my time of urm..
nvm forget it...=_=
so marks :

bm-84 %
bi-96%
maths-86%
science-93%
sivik-94%
moral-100% *biggg grin*
sejarah-72%
geo-honestly...i dunno...o.o
kh-70% *subject to change* :)

ok now that i look at it...well...urm...not really satisfied.
ok u can say i have this problem with it but
i have this urge to be better than ppl sometimes
doesnt mean i'm not happy that they got good marks
well those who deserve it anyways (:
but looking at my marks i expected well a leeetle more
^^;; i love science and history
but i'm not...fond of malaysian history..
fond is too weak a word
hate/detest is more like it
it's like they have nothing else for us to study so the stuff the stupid perjanjians and stuff into our form 2 bloody syllabus
T____T

science! i like it ! :D i'm weird yar XD
those subjects that i enjoy
are those i cant get high marks
what more about being the highest....=.=
i have this weird problem
i like it.and i can manage the class work
but during tests
i can never score !
it's this weird..thing..i dunno what you call it
i get nervous
and i'm not confident so yea..
i choose this answer and then i erase it and choose another
and the first answer i chose was the one that's correct..
w.t.f...

so maths....my mom somewhat expects me to get 90% and above
well that has been a habit of mine to strive for that
and sometimes i say i dont care but yea.... ^^;;

kh..i want an A
just ONE time !
i've NEVER gotten an A for kh
and i studied
i even memorized the alatans and stuff
but ah nvm :)

sivik and moral is ok for me
well not to boast but
i somewhat maintain in that one
and i'm getting prizes for them *wink*
OK OK lc-ing over
soooooooo yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i love them ! :D
but i hate the lessons
memorizing the nilai and definisi..
isnt..well..isnt that hard for me lar...=_=

andddd bm..
i was expecting a leeetle more but i'm happy with it
since not much ppl got A's
so ah what the heck :D
and geo...OMG ! i dont even eff-ing know my marks !
@.@ !

haha that's it
my lc-ing fest is over~
my blog my say got a problem with it?
then..

leave :)

suwen

never far behind - aly and aj

I know this really isn't you
I Know Your Heart Is Somewhere Else
And I'll Do Anything I CanTo Help You Break Out Of This Spell
I See You Following your Crowd
I Know You're Trying To Fit In
But If Your Gonna Find Yourself
You Gotta Start From Deep, Deep Within

Hold On To What You Believe

[Chorus]
I Will Always Be Your Friend
I Know Who You Are Inside
I Am With You Till The End
Never Far Behind
I am standing in the distance
You can take your time
And I will be there waiting
Never Far Behind
Yeah
Never Far Behind

I Am Sending You A Message
Don't ever Think That It's Too Late
When You Care About Someone
There is always room for change
you're allowed to make mistakes
it's a part of every life
I Don't See you any different
The Truth Is Shining In Your Eyes

Hold On To What You Believe

[Chorus]
I Will Always Be Your Friend
I Know Who You Are InsideI Am With You Till The End
Never Far Behind
I am standing in the distance
You can take your time
and I will be there waiting
Never Far Behind
Yeah
Never Far Behind

You Can Take Your Time
And I KnowFrom My Heart
I Will Always Be Your Friend
I Know Who You Are Inside
I Am With You Till The End
Never Far Behind

I am standing in the distance
You can take your time
and I will be here waiting
Waiting by my side
Is Never Far Behind
I Am Sending you a message

***

stick and stones - aly and aj

Sitting in my room
Feeling sorry for myself
I can't feel worse
Well what else?
I wonder what I could say

To stop the voices, taunting and laughing
The way they're acting I wish they'd just disappear
The joke is always on me
It's always on me

Why don't they understand
That we are all the same
We all feel lost at time
Why don't they understand
That someone else's pain
Is not for gain

Sticks and stones won't break my soul
Get out of the way, I'm invincible
Throw them down
'Cause the one you want's not around
Not around
It's not your place
Honestly

In the end
You'll be the victim
You're the one who has to live with yourself
And when you're reaching for help
There'll be no one
There's no one

Why don't you understand
That we are all the same
And we all feel lost at times
Why don't you understand
That someone else's pain
Is not for gain

Sticks and stones won't break my soul
Get out of the way; I'm invincible
Throw them down
'Cause the one you want's not around (not around)
Not around (not around)
It's not your place
Honestly

I won't live in chains
I've got something to give
I won't play these games
Yeah, I'd rather live
You know I've come too far
To be like you are

Why don't you understand
That we are all the same

Sticks and stones won't break my soul
Get out of the way, I'm invincible
Throw them down...

la la la la
la la la la
la la la la la la la

Throw them down 'cause the one you want's not around (not around)
Not around (not around)
Not around anymore
It's not your place
Honestly

***

a funeral.

yep...that's it..
another death..
this time it's one of the teachers..
pn russita..
today's funeral wasnt happy...though we all seem okay outside..
we know that we lost a very valuable teacher
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ok so....during church i got 6 messages and dunno how many calls
most of them were from my mom
stating that pn russita passed away this morning..
and that we're going to her funeral
it was so confusing cos it was all going so fast
i called a lot of them
some said they cant go some said they might some say they din want to

waiting for my mom...she suddenly called me to tell me we have to go to seri mega NOW
informed cecelia
and yea...we reached..they went
fuck them...cant they wait for a few fucking minutes..
everyone rushed to school for this fucking last minute thing
and some are even half way there
and the least you fucking idiots can do is just BE PATIENT !

so we wanted to turn back
then they have another one at kinrara
@.@ so then we went lar...
told cecelia
and i went to school after lunch
so as u know i was wearing what i wore to church
high heels**note: it's important**
so i saw kye chin,cecelia and mun yee there WHEEEE
and then we waited...and waited...
for one/two bloody hours
they said cos of something with the body...or something
we kept daring each other to go up the bus
and when we did
those insolent fucking brats we call students
kept commenting
to those fuckers :fuck off..

and so then we waited in my mom's car
then we went around the whole school
ok then skip to the funeral
we got the kekwa flowers ^^;
and so we had to line up and walk on the field at the cemetery lar..
so we were waiting for the body to reach
and we were looking at the ex-students/students of seri mega
ex students : me,kye chin,cecelia,mun yee,brenda,serena,kar mun,nicholas,jia jun
**hopefully i din miss out anyone**
current students..i'm not sure
din see shye wei and wei xiong though..they probably went home after the putrajaya thing
cos someone who din have any patience just fucking went first

ok so...we had to walk to the burial place...and the field part was muddy..
and i...
had to..
walk..
in..
my..

HIGH HEELS !!!!

the heels kept sinking into the muddy field
by muddy i mean muddy but not watery sorta thing...=_=
and i couldnt balance myself T_T
and during the burial there were insects..
there was this green one that kept going to brenda's hair
and then it went top mine and cecelia's hair
O____O"""
after that we rushed back to the car
it was bloody hot that day
so then fetched mun yee and cecelia home and yea..that was it

suwen

another sunway trip

ok so...
was late...
to sunway..
again...or something
SORRY
cos we were going to get breakfast then we went to this petrol station to ...i dunno how to say but it's what u do at a petrol station one lar ! and my baby bro wanted to get the car also. then later on we went to get breakfast,dropped my bro home,then picked up rebecca.

then...yvonne and the others just reached and i was on the phone with yvonne
funny thing was...

"hello yvonne where are you now?"
"hello?"
"yvonne where are you now?"
"huh?"
"where.are.you.now.??!"
"who are you!?!?!?"
"SU WEN LAR !"
"OHHHH OHHH we at the parking lot now"
*laughing at the background(probably marianne...=___=)*
"oh u reached edi?!we havent reached"
"marianne at the background :arent you supposed to depart earlier than us?!"
then bla bla bla it went on

haha and when i was on the phone with yvonne we were already able to see sunway. then rebecca and i were like "YAY we can beat them there !!!>:)". oh how nice that my dad...took the wrong turning...!!!! and we had to make one BIGGGGG round !!!
T___________T

ah so...we were the last...reached.went in.skated.ate a bit.got out.went for lunch at waffle world.and no we did not get waffles for lunch..=.=. then met up with kye chin they all.went for archery. the instructor had to instruct me a lot O__O. i really suck at it.

and since yvonne and i at the same time had the last arrow. we were like "1,2,3 shoot !".XD and i bought a mag by then :D and mini numero !

so then we went shopping and split up.we went everywhere looking for my sunglasses T__T i almost gave up but then half way to mph we found it !!! ^__^

**thank you marianne,ying and yvonne for enduring my obsesseiveness over the thing !:D**

and yvonne HAAAD to put this aunty hat onto my head and ying's like "omg u look like a GRANDMA !" me :"fuck you...-_-"
and she kept saying "grandmaaaaa where's grandpaaa?????*_*"
fuck you.......

and then we went to mph. went through the books.marianne and ying being marianne and ying..kept threathening to push the chair i was standing on to reach the books....-___- another fuck you moment..

and me and ying found this wedding planner O_O as in they give you every single detail on HOW TO PLAN A WEDDING ! me and ying were..."O__________O""""""" "
though we kept on reading :DD. and it was under the gift books section....we were.."who would give this to someone on their birthday?!O_O"
that was weird...anddd a waste of a nice cover...then marianne,ying and i went throught the quotes section.

met up with kye chin they all again.found a REEEALLLLY SICK card. wanna know? come ask us >:).and then after we got out.we went to sit somewhere and ern and i were racing to get a seat.it's this round seat and then suddenly i got pushed onto the floor.and ying being a good person..teman me on the floor

**I LOVE YOU YING !! THANK YOU !!! :D XD**

then me and ying went to watch final fantasy 7 :advent children...it was in an audio shop but the screen was facing the outside of the shop. so we were just standing there watching.and the weirdest part was...there was no sound HAHA and ying had a hard time telling me what was going on XDD **sorry !** and rebecca joined...then ern (that seat stealer!)

and we kept watching and watching...so yeng man the show :D .i was like "WHY DOESNT HE LIKE TIFA?!" almost the whole time XDD and then we went to the main entrance to wait for marianne's mom

oh there was this one part...we went to starbucks adn marianne bought one milkshake so all four of us were sharing it.and it was reeealll messy O___O and since idk when i kept sneezing ! it's like this curse...whenever i go out i ALMOST ALWAYS sneeze the whole time...and now i have this bloody...running...nose...
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me,ying,ern and rebecca kept squishing each other at the back.and there was this one part where we passed by this field.and i was looking somewhere there.and there were guys playing football **NOTE: i was not looking at THEM !!** and rebecca they all claimed that my sneezing stopped after is aw those "leng chais"
WTF MUCH!

and then once ying and ern got home...rebecca squished me ! AGAIN !
and this time she punshed my cheek !!! T_T
seriously....accidentally though...=.=
that's all i guess..
and seriously...farn yeong...fuck you!...we planned it...kept asking for your confirmation..and u ffk us at last...thanks...we all needed that..

suwen

currently her condition is unknown
some say she's still in a coma
some say she's depending on a life support machine to live
some say....maybe...the machine....they switched it off...or something...
i.am.not.cursing.her.
this is important
i'm not fooling around
if anyone knows her really real condition...PLEASE
PLEASE
PLEASE
PLEASE
inform any one of us ex-students or students in sksm ok?

suwen

attention ! to all seri mega ex-students / students !

pn russita is in a coma now
due to a fall
she's living on a machine
please pass this on..
have a heart !o.o
i'm not being a busybody or whatever crap it is
she WAS our teacher so yea..
PASS.IT.ON!

suwen

marianne isnt done yet...................=__________________=
boredom.............
AHH the fanfiction is just sooo cute !!!!!!
HAHAHA :D

suwen

wheeeee :D

i won~ i won~~~
HAHA
marianne and i made a bet to see who could clean the room faster..
i did it in 17 minutes :D
and no i did not cheat
:DDD HAHAHAHAHAHA I WON~~~~WHEEEE
and now i'm waiting for marianne to finish cleaning up her room
:D
:D
:D
:D
the smileys are back ! HAHAHAHAHA

suwen

i just did something stupid...
i made a bet
with...
farn yeong
oh fuck.............................

suwen

there's no point ever telling you
you'll never admit it
you'll just deny it and accuse me of accusing you =.=
so why bother..

suwen

welcome to my life-simple plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life...

suwen

you're having a good time
and i'm rotting at home
what a nice comparison

suwen

learning to fall...hard

learning to fall-boys like girls

Today is the day
The worst day of my life
You're so content it hurts me
I don't know why
The cost of misery
Is at an all time high
I keep it hidden
Close to the surface in sight

I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me

Today is the day
The worst day of my life

I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me

i din put it according to order so yeah..

suwen

read

excuse my i hate you post..
i was in a bad mood
sorry and thank you
but i'm still not in the stage to put a smiley regarding that post
so yeah..

suwen

while waiting...


and waiting....yes it is boring



a sane picture of us




sabah lou charging at me with the table ==





group pic :)






candid...-___-







eff you marcus !








wanted : wong jun lim (dead or alive),you're under arrest >:)









hi marcus hi farn ye XD










candid











everyone pinching char lie XD
jun lim and sun ying pinching her cheeks while meng leong grabs her hands
XD

me sun ying and char lie

farn yeong and i

funny thing was he said "ei i din know suwen was this short compared to me o.o HAHAHA"

eff him....and i was carrying his blazer...=.= he asked me to...i was so tempted to throw it into the drain or step on it >:D

but i'm not THAT "heartless"

>:)

marcus,char lie,sabah lou and i

they said me and char lie were molesting him..
WTF ! and excuse the stupid face...

i couldnt stop laughing XD

suwen

spm results are out and a loonggg day stuck with CHEW FARN YEONG

reached school.was walking back and forth waiting for marianne.7.45..7.45 depart...!!
-_______________-
you could've mentioned that !char lie and timothy reached just a few seconds before marianne. so then we went in. kah deng was having a hard time trying to figure out who i was from a distance...=.= ah...then.. duty-dividing time~ wheeee ~=__= the start of my nightmare. serena din come yet so we thought she might come a little later.

ok so marianne and char lie were laughing their heads off when they saw me . fuck off... and they thought i was worrying about how i look when in fact i was worrying about them embarassing me. XD

i dont really care how i look already. so could you stop laughing . urgh !so then what happened was we had to wait around till the results came or something. 8am-10am. nice....................................

farn yeong was being his fucking irritating and i-feel-like-slapping-him self :D and i couldnt stand it and went to marianne's place. and i guess they fucking din care since char lie or someone said "ah nvm lar.." i think.

i don't give a rat's shit.
**note i am in a fucking bad mood so excuse the way i write....not in the mood to be happy happy in this post**

so then we had to go to our tables. and serena hasn't come yet !! ahhhh so farn yeong offered to help. nice of him to :). but he was irritating the shit out of me. and i cant stop laughing..... =________=. so we were looking for the forms and stuff and promoting the dumb carnival. the first guy who took his results was a nice person. why? cos he was the first one to buy the carnival thingy :D

what happened when we gave out the results?

farn yeong kept irritating me and i kept hitting him.
yuuuup . same old same old. and jun lim came for a while then went back ronda-ing to promote the bloody carnival. in the end....serena was helping cik lim out so i had to be stuck with farn yeong !

T________T

he came to me after he saw cik lim and said
"suwen ! bad news !"
"what?o___0"
"serena helping cik lim and i have to ganti her !"
"WTF!!! NOOOO!!"
"damn lar ! have to see this chu poh !!!"
" *signature glare* fuck you."

we have to be like "urm excuse me but our school's having a carnival on the 26th of april would you like to come? so fucking many times till the thing's stuck in my head.

and the answers we get?

• "urm not sure sorry.."
• "urm later first" ** halo! when are you guys coming back?=.=**
• no (-.-)
• sorry i have no time
• oh lol nahh i wouldnt want to come back to this school O_O

and many more which i forgot. farn yeong din bring his glasses so i had to read out the names for him. and when i ask "urm excuse me what's your name please?" they either say it too fast or too soft or i just dont understand what they said. then later on after the whole thing. i went to look for cik lim to give her the money.

then we took pics ~ :) it'll be in the next post ~ :D

suwen

i hate you...

yes that's it
you're never there for me
you're never the one who's with me when i'm down,crying or whatever
all you would ever do is blame me for whatever shit that happened
you wont even fucking stop to think that i might be right sometimes
that might be hard considering the fact you NEVER are at my side
you'd ALWAYS rather side anyone else rather than me
and i could bet u rm20 then when you get a boyfriend or whatever crap you call it
you'll definitely leave me for him
dump me,
ignore me,
avoid me,
cos i'm not good enough for you am i?!
i dont think doing those would be hard for you
you're already doing it...
i am not your dog
i repeat...

I AM NOT YOUR DOG !

you'll only treat me nicely whenever you need something
sometimes i wonder whether our friendship can last only cos you need me to help/give you stuff
i'm happy to help
but i at least one single thank you
not just a thank you that you say just to be polite
i want a real thank you for ONCE
could you at least do so?!?!
you wouldnt even be in this spot/position
without me/us
i bet you're the one betraying us
not that hard to believe since you betray me all the time
i'll tell you everything / i promise i wont tell anyone
oh puh-lease
you probably said that just so you could know my secrets and stuff

you should've expected this to happen
when you turned your back to me
to us
and i have learned never to trust you again
is this how we'll end up...?

you do all those and leave the shit and pain for me to endure alone
you've ruined my confidence,my trust for other people
and you've ruined the old me
why'd i turn out like this
it's all cos of you and your cronies
i guess i am that pathetic till the extent of that
and you dont need to worry about me bad-mouthing you
cos i dont think anyone would even give a shit about what i think

you win..
you get all of those friends..
you're the best..
your studies are getting better...
and who helped you...?
you'd answer "me lar of course "
whatever
you've won.....you've taken over my life..
you've successfully manage to make me fade away without anyone noticing
you've won....i dont and WONT care anymore
go celebrate your "trophey" and laugh behind my back
cos i'm THAT pathetic
you think i'm angry at you for one thing
why cant you understand that you've done a lot of other things
i cant take it
of course i'll be angry
but whatever...in your eyes i'm this pathetic fucking loser huh?
you'll never know what you did wrong
cos you'll never admit that you're wrong
so why bother telling you right?
if you think it's you cos of the things i mention
then maybe you should reflect on yourself
i'm not saying i'm never wrong
i cant always be wrong and everyone is always right
right? =____= probably...maybe i am always wrong...
whatever...i dunno
i dunno anything anymore
i'm so uncertain of everything now...
and why?
why am i always negative...?
it's.all.cos.of.you.
i hate you and that's it

suwen

tuition at 1 :) wednesday no tuition ! XD MUAHAHAHAHA

just came back from tuition
rushed like hell
=.= din finish my homework ^_^;;
ohhhh i got a white keychain for valentine's from sheila ~~~ wheeeeeeeeee
belated valentine's
somehow i cant send "scream-timbaland" to joey's phone
O___O she's "emo-ing" cos of that now HAHAHA
NOT MY FAULT !!!
=_____________________=
tmrw's the spm thingy ~~~
wheeee~~ =___= excited to wear my prefect's shirt HAHA
i know that sound pathetic...but ah what the heck
it's my blog >:)

i think i'll update later..
searching through blogskins now
as u know
i am a terrible blogger layout designer :)
and dang proud to admit it HAHAHAHAHA
soooooo i'm just gonna switch back to blogskins...=.=
weirrrrrdddddd
hahahaha
pyzam's one is kinda plain
and i hate the bloody font :DD
so yuuup blogskins it is
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............
my eye are gonna hurt from searching through it.....T______T

suwen

four posts in a day
wheeeeeee plus this one is five
this is what happens when i'm
damn eff-kin bored
*types with starry eyes*
AHHHHHHHH HOMEWORK !!!!!!!!!!!! TUITION HOMEWORK!!!!!!!!!!
*takes it and tears it in half then steps on it and burns it while laughing maniacally*
>:)
heh heh heh heh heh heh heh
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
my eyes are sore.......
i've been facing the comp almost the whole day

wheeee random conver:


bubly =D boi boii...XD says:
sry

bubly =D boi boii...XD says:
had to restart my comp

bubly =D boi boii...XD says:
and im doing a great job by not letting u blog

bubly =D boi boii...XD says:
=D

❤ :. s u w e n .: =] phineasandferb says:
u know my status is set to busy

❤ :. s u w e n .: =] phineasandferb says:
and u can keep talking

❤ :. s u w e n .: =] phineasandferb says:
and i can keep ignoring

❤ :. s u w e n .: =] phineasandferb says:
and then only when i'm done i can come and read it right?

❤ :. s u w e n .: =] phineasandferb says:
>: )

bubly =D boi boii...XD says:
DAM YOU

bubly =D boi boii...XD says:
=.=

bubly =D boi boii...XD says:
so evil..

bubly =D boi boii...XD says:
f3<---i dunno what it means either so dont ask me...=.=

suwen

i'm supposed to be doing my tuition homework now..

yet i'm still onlining

and BLOGGING !

*GASP* such a crime ! XD
but for my blog it's worth it HAHA

4.00pm

4pm

4pm

4pm

i'll finish up my homework then...

4pm 4pm 4pm

sheila !!! you're dead in tuition !

i'm not gonna choi you !!! >:)

hahahahahaha

my dad just reload-ed rm30 for me !

thanks !!! ^__________^

OH OH i took this cute/funny pic of my baby bro

wanna see it???:)

too bad either u want to or not i'm gonna post it >=D

obnoxious?brat?

i know ~ :D

he looks like he's rubbing his stomach...O___O

well he is...i think...

he keeps coming to my room nowadays...

=_______________________=

my mom was asking him to pose and he really did O___O

ask him to pose he pose

ask him to bring my stuff to the kitchen he dont bring !!

T_T

suwen

phineas and ferb !!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

phineas and ferb~~~~




real life :)
ashley tisdale = candace

mitchel musso = jeremy

other than that i dunno :D

if u think it's childish or whatever shit that's your problem not mine
:) i dont have to have the same opinion as whoever it may concern
i like it...got a problem with that? :D

i'm dang hooked onto
aly and aj's potential breakup song

and and

big girls don't cry (remix) -sean kingston and fergie

:) and again....diff ppl got diff opinions..... HAHA the last time i'm gonna say this i guess...

suwen

bella's braceclet

omg omg look what i found haha !
it has been in my folders for a long time
i just dug it out today :D
it's the one jacob gave bella in book 3
or isit book 2...?
no wait....book 3 yuuuup book 3
:) geng lerr XDD and the white heart is from edward
it's just so cuteeee i want it but it's like 60 ++ US dollars i think O____O
damn....

suwen

i 'm a GUY!?

haha just messing with ya
o.0? dont blame me it all started yesterday in the car...

ok so i wanted to go to the back seat of my mom's avanza
as in the back back seat.

and u were supposed to open the bloody seat or something right
so i was thinking "ah what the heck lar"
and i just climbed behind
my parents were like " aiyoh...like guy only lar u "

then they were saying "if suwen's a guy and baby(jian wen)'s a girl then good lor"
so i was like "u think i dun wanna be a guy :)"
but i dont think they heard that

so then we picked up my grandparents and my bro who was at their house
my borther kept showing off his new toy car thingy with the remote
pfft...
i would have showed off something of mine if i was in the mood to buy something at klcc..=.=

there was this cuteeee striped cardigan at giordano..
but dang the cutting's big
ususally i wont mind but on a cardigan...o.o...?! nahh
plus the price was a bomb ! and it wasnt THAT special so ah..

i hate my eyes
it's like my left eye has double eyelids and my right eye doesnt
it's just plain....weird ok?

fuck.marianne's at telawi street now
damn.damn.damn
and i wanted to get a new outfit
so who exactly is going to sunway?!
cant wait to go ~! i wanna get those sunglasses ! :DD
might go to the thurs pasar malam with my mom,aunt and cousin sis
ain't sure yet....

suwen

a day..........yar..just that...

so today was...o..k..
HAHA went to church
at first i went to my aunt's house to wait
there's only two words to describe it..

TOTAL SILENCE!

yuuuuup....and we just sat there watching t.v..

we meaning me and my cousins

i almost fell asleep..

i said ALMOST !

ok then oh i got free revision books and stuff from my aunt

and then went to church
the promo for camp this year is urm...

nvm......

XDD went to klcc after that

OHHH my grandparents got me another bag from vietnam

>=) another one to add to my "collection"

marianne's rubbing it in my face

it meaning going to telawi street

marianne = EFF U !

:)

can't wait for sunway

wanna go ice-skating !!!

ice-skating~ice-skating~

i might wear this white shirt with this black vest and jeans

or a jacket and a black racerback

not sure yet... ^^;;

char lie's coming over a while on wednesday after the spm thingy

ohhhhh and i finally contacted huei wenn

i forgot she was in my msn contact list

^_________________________^;;

so yeah...that's it i guess.... :)

suwen

PLANETSHAKERS CONCERT !!! *SCREEEAAAMMSSSS*

APLHA MALAYSIA PRESENTS...

AN EVENING OF WORSHIP WITH...

PLANETSHAKERS

+

JAMIE HAITH

*Details : Sat,12 April,8pm

*Venue : Full Gospel Assembly @ Jalan Kuchai Lama

**Introducing YOUTH ALPHA!

***Free admission !

organised by alpha malaysia

first floor,

bangunan yeoh,

35-37 jalan kamunting

50300 kuala lumpur

tel : 03-26988200

website : www.alphamalaysia.org.my

email : youth@alphamalaysia.org.my

anyone who wants to go,contact me or chloe or anyone from fga i guess :)

and yes...it's a concert :DD

suwen

a place in this world..

I don't know what I want, so don't ask me

Cause I'm still trying to figure it out

Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking

Trying to see through the rain coming down

Even though I'm not the only one

Who feels the way I do

[Chorus:]

I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know

I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on

I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in

This world

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans

And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve

Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine

Could you tell me what more do I need

And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah

But that's ok

[Repeat Chorus]

Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission

But I'm ready to fly

[Repeat Chorus]

**taylor swift - a place in this world

suwen

my best dressed list for the grammy awards 2008 :)

best dressed :

no.1(i go by ranking :D)

taylor swift


no.2

fergie

no.3

carrie underwood

best on stage costume :


carrie underwood

just added this miley cyrus...i dunno why

**note : the owner of this blog just got bored

diff ppl got diff opnions...so yeah...

suwen

which dog?

the title says it all..

which one is cuter?

this?

1

or

this?

2

1 or 2???

suwen

tagged

tagged by CHONG WAI LENG,MARIANNE
i'd better do it or she'll go drama-y on me :)

001. Real name:Lee Su Wen
002. Nickname: pork chop/pig and NO it's NOT cute , brinjal(eff u guys !),glutton goddess (:DD) anddd soh poh....well that one's kinda old...=.=
003. Married: are you!?O___O
004. Male or female: female
005. Highschool: SMK Seri Saujana
006. College: .....-_____- dumb question to ask of a 14-year-old
007. Short or long hair: halfway there :D
008. Are you a health freak: if i am then pigs fly :D
009. Height: i havent measured myself in a loooooongggggg time :D
010. Do you have a crush on someone: why would i tell you? >:D
011. Do you like yourself: no
012. Piercings: yuuuuup
013. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRST
014. First sugery: none...but i'm not sure though... ^^;; cos there was one time i was in the hospital for the throat thing.....i DUNNO !
015. First piercing(s): last year;ears (a "proud" moment ~ XD)
016. First person u see in the morning : me lar.....-.-
017. First award:...i forgot.....i think it's either primary or kindergarten like i would remember XD
018. First sport you join: running.....you'll probably be "OMG" now...
019. First pet: pet dog it was ginger(name) and the second one was fifi funny thing was i ALMOST killed the second one XDDD not that strange for me huh....=.= the first one...i dunno what happened to it....HAHAHAHA
020. First vacation: i think it was on a cruise to idk where :) i was 2 what did u expect?!
021. First Concert: i dunno either....O___O
022. First crush: .___. like.i.would.say.it.here. i think it was kindergarten HAHAHAHAHA

CURRENTLY
023. Eating: nothing
024. Drinking: nothing though i have the election bottle of water thingy here... :)
025. I'm about to: stare at the comp mindlessly for the enxt few hours >:D

YOUR FUTURE
026. Want kids:maybe but for now...NO FREAKING WAY !
027. Want to get married: no for now...=.= HAHA
028. Careers in mind: maybe something to do in science,designing or entertainment? who know's~

WHICH ONE IS BETTER
029. Lips or eyes: eyes
030. Hugs or kisses: hugs
031. Shorter ot taller : taller XP
032. Romantic or spontaneous: either one..?
033. Sensitive or loud : sensitive
034. Trouble maker or hesitant: neither one

HAVE YOU EVER
035. Kissed a stranger: EWW NO !
036. Drank bubbles: what's bubbles...?^^;;
037. Lost glasses/contacts: nope !(HAH!)
038. Ran away from home: i know i may be crazy sometimes but....i'm not THAT siao lar wei
039. Liked someone younger: maybe ,maybe not XD
040. Liked someone older: ...same answer XD
041. Broken someone's heart: maybe as though they would come and say "you broke my heart !*SOB*" to my face..
042. Been arrested: yes for being too crazy HAHAHA joking
043: Cried when someone died: yes but i dont think i was crying much cos of that person..
044. Liked a friend: if i dont like them then they arent my friends now are they...?XD

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
045. Yourself: 10% yes 90% no :)
046. Miracles: yeah...maybe
047. Heaven : yeah the belief was input into my mind since i was young..
048. Santa Claus: .........i'm not THAT gullible ! but anything's possible :DD
050. Angels: kinda,maybe :D

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
051. Is there one person you want to be with right now: yeah y?
052. Do you believe in God: without a doubt...much...XD
053. Tag 5 people:sheila ! ,ying !,ern !,chloe ! (UPDATE),xue lin !

suwen

the school i was defending against XDD


the housing area near the school


coming out of the school


in the car



the "surrounding"




my souvenir ~ XD


suwen

the many takes of the "i-don't-choi-you-look" (sport's day)

the random candid pic shye wei took

we knocked our heads....-________-

first knocking the heads now pushing each other XD

take 4 andddddd it's A WRAP !

suwen

election who did YOU vote for? :)

haha we're not even old enough to vote yet.....-.-
ok so my mom called me and asked if i wanna go to the voting centre
just went for experience
oh and before that farn yeong,jun lim,sabah lou,kient loong,char lie,marcus,timothy,wei wen and christopher
came to my house
i thought it was only farn yeong
since he called at that time
then suddenly i went downstairs and i see WHOOOSH
so many ppl...=.=
he just dropped the vest for me and i wanted to pay him back the money but he ran off so i ran after him and kept saying "WHOI! !!!!!NEED TO PAY LAR !!! NAH TAKE LAR !!!"
and he kept saying "NO NEED LAR !!!!"
jun lim and char lie kept saying no need..=.=
so then i went home and char lie called me and asked me to go
she wanted me to teman her cos they went off without her...=.=
she was apparently talking to jl farn yeong they all
they were waiting for yvonne
ok so then i quickly changed and stuff and went
then char lie had to go home
then oh! me and wei wen kept talking about our younger siblings HAHA
then then then then i went home alone
it was ok and NO I DID NOT GET MUGGED/KIDNAPPED
-______________-
i think farn yeong they all must've been debating on what'll happen to me .____.
yvonne offered to drive me back but i said nvm
jun lim and farn yeong asked if i needed anyone to bring me home i said no need
=____________________________________="""""""

then after i went home my mom called blah blah blah then i went to the taman yarl school for the voting centre there
and no i did not get to vote....-________-
my grandparents did and my mom din even vote...wth
so my grandma was explaining to me how it works and stuff
oh and after that they forced me to take pics of them with the voting thingy
AHHHH!!!! *cringe*
i was like "i wanna go to mid valley"
**before that my grandma was already forcing me to go take a pic of her with the flag == **
then my grandma was like "if u help me take the picture then i bring you go"
"o________o ok !"
-______- that's how the embarassment began
but it was funny :DD
there was the barisan nasional flag with the opposition flag and stuff
haha i dont wanna post it...=.=
i'm just gonna post my "souvenir"
oh and i got very protective of seri saujana today O____O
cos we were at taman yarl
and my mom was saying how big it is and how clean it is
and i kept defending my school for who-knows-why
weird right.........!?
..........
and then i went to my aunt's house and helped my cousin bro with the ares thingy
and my cousins sis might enroll in mr.lee's tuition
and no she's not 14
she's 16
:)
pics in the next post wheeee i keep delaying it =.=

suwen

ohhh kkk fineeee the mistress of whatever is gonna re-blog
i'l try to blog almost everyday....

eff...went uniform shopping yesterday..
missed the bloody last episode !!! T__T
watching it now MUAHAHAHAHAHA the power of crunchyroll.com :D
chiu.....subtitles in chinese *SNIFF*

oh and char lie says if i want to i can pass off as a big biatch >=D
which....somehow...doesnt make me feel angered in any way XDD
cos this bloody fucking low class bitch kept fucking show offf
and i was so evil and oh there was this one time
me char lie and xue lin were competing see who would be better at the
"file ur nail,blow and be bitchy/bimbotic" pose
XDD haha obviously i won since me and marianne often act bimbotic HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
oh and then char lie was like "if u be this evil in real life with that pose MAN u'll be one !"
HAHAHAHA and seriously...i was not mad...at all !!!
:DDDD
the virtue of "patience" :D

oh and smk seri saujana's sport's day was bloody cancelled !
YOU EFFING HEARD ME

smk.seri.saujana's.bloody.sport's.day.is.bloody.cancelled !

all the practise,all the sweat,all the itchy-ness,all the almost-dehydration,all the competitive spirit..
gone....just like that ~~! T___T
fuck them......................
but we had to kawad at last...
in the drizzling rain
we even had to wear the bloody hat for so long...with the cursed feather
-.-*GLAREEEEEEEE*
and we had to take all the staring-at-the-feather-thing
WHAT THE FUCK MUCH !
andddd we were veryyy HESITANT TO WEAR IT
but....aikz...
**OMG OMG THE THE lee po yi guy came back to life OH EM GEE !**

and thenn after that went out with mc and ying
it was niceeeee we ate at the d3 cafe
*___* omg the carbonara was nice !
and and then we went to carrefour
OMG I SAW THE SUNGLASSES I WANT
ying calls them the paris hilton sunglasses..
i dont care what it's called i just want it !!! *_*

ohhhh then we went back to marianne's house and played sims castaways stories
and marianne apparently made boyfriends for all three of us..
and omg there was this house that was dang perfect
and u know how she got rid of the owners..
putting them in a room without windows and doors
**fuck my dad keeps nagging me....as though i care....what does 5 minutes mean HALO !**
and starving them to death and stuff...O___O
ying's "romance story" was complicating....omg..
hmmm i think i'll continue tmrw
farn yeong might drop by tmrw for the vest thingy
k
night ppl
XD

suwen

tests,tests,tests :D FINALLY OVER !! HAHA

tests are finally....
over !!!
on the bloody last day of test we have to change places and sit according to our namelist
thank you miss fung...0.0
ohh and there was another bloody sportcheck
nearing the end of school...
-.- *GLARE*
duty is at the bilik disiplin now..
damn...eff-ing.....boring...
imagine sitting there....staring at the papers..
and next to two juniors....and my other ''partner'' who's a blue shirt is nowhere in sight..
and of course being tormented by farn yeong,jun lim and the others...
what a nice arrangement...-.-
YASMEEN YOU OWE ME !!! T_________________________T
oh and one more thing...

FUCK YOU CHEW FARN YEONG ! :)

that is all..... :DDD
i will post starting from tmrw ~~~ the start of a nice....boring/exciting...holiday..
there's the olimpiad maths competition,the traffic thing and the spm results thing and the prefect tie thing ...
eff....=.=

suwen